Wow its been really a long time since i last blogged. And ironically i've been saying tt q a few times alrd i tink. Actly I sort of wanted to blog the past few days abt stuff lik the dilemmas i face in life now, but i was too lazy (I din even turn on the com). Anw,I'm blogging from lix's hse.

And this is super mao dun man. I just sent a silly girl to slp. She refused to say "bye" cos she din want to hang up. And was insisting that i hang up w/o her saying bye. I eventually did, relunctantly and thats the 1st time i had done that. And lix fell aslp while waitin for me to hang up. So now both of them shld have drifted into dream land, while i'm left all alone here tormented by gastric. Tt silly girl must have hated me. While i dunno how this is enjoyin my last moments with lix b4 he leaves.

Anw, the issue of dilemmas....I dunno actly. Been facing them in all parts of my life. But sometimes is not between choosing what u want eventually, n thus is not caused by our wants of the best of both worlds. cos in some cases, the end result will be the same. a simple eg would be if i 1 2 go overseas, then i nid (argh sux, i suddenly dun have the feel to type) to chu li my gan qing. Shld i go out more wif the silly girl cos nxt time no chance le;or shld i go less cos i shld let both of us slowly get used to seeing less of the other. u noe wad i mean? its jus super shitty to make this kinda choice la. N it jus occurs that i cant decide n end up dragging.

righthere at1:15 AM