Hey i'm out of confinement!!!i've survived the 2 wks!!!! but actly its just 2.5 days s a full BMT PES B soldier. Cos i become an OOT. 1st in Ninja of my batch!!!! N also a saikang warrior hu wrks hard but most ppl cant c n tink u r a slacker.

shant tok much abt army cos i got write diary (more of jus events log), n its sensitive .....u noe.

Now i'm super scared, n worried. Both 4 my bro, n myself. He din do well 4 his O lvls. I tink he 1ed 2 go jc le. N now hes super sad n disappointed. His tchr called him. He teared. I expected it. I probably wld hav 2. Dun reali c him cry 4 dese few yrs, nt even @ my grddad's wake. N now hes lik havnt let it go la. I dunno, i'm v afraid. Its jus me n esp so 4 dis time. My fears r not unfounded. I c myself in him. I'm scared dis me will come soon. freak

righthere at10:12 PM