Just wanna let u noe that I havnt forgiven myself, and wont in the near future at least....or maybe nvr. And I'm really cant think of anything to punish myself cos i'm really guilty and remorseful. Yea but nth to be done. Cos i noe de mistake is too great to be redeemed. I'd promised not to let u cry, but yet it happened just a few days.

I've thot about staying away from u (sori i noe dis way sux, n i'm nt sups to even tink abt it), so that i wun hurt u agn, and s a punishment. But i guess that will hurt u too rite?

So ya, i think the only way i can TRY to make up a little, is to treat u better. Yea, u may say its too early to say n promise, but i'lldo my best to cherish u. at least i have this to remind me every now and den.

righthere at4:10 AM