Just tok to her on the fone. Din hav much to tok. She doesnt 1 to tell, i dun1 to ask again. I duno y she doesnt want to say. Mayb she dun1 to tok abt wads past.

But i reali want to noe. @ least i noe whr i went wrong. I noe i was in the wrong. 我一点也没好过。I'm not trying to show you how guilty i'm so that u'll 4give me. But I'm feel reali reali bad. As in i noe i did v v wrong. But i'm not sure wad i noe abt wad i did wrong was all i did wrong or not (ie mayb i did more wrong dan i noe). N now i tink i reali cant face you. Cos i reali dui bu qi ni. I tink i'm not worthy of u. Although i din hurt u on purpose but it mayb its jus not me to be so caring (but i'll change). & i'm so scared i'll hurt u agn n agn. Its lik 2day onli when i left wif ys, then i realised i shldnt have jus left u dere lik tt. U noe i'm tinking mayb u r better off w/o me. But sy scolded when i told him tt. He said i'm alrd part of ur life. He said i shld giv u hapiness, wif me s part of it. I dunno how relevant is it cos i dunno if u feel that way too.

But i'm jus totally lost now. If only some1 can giv me some directions...

我不配
作词:方文山作曲:周杰伦
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

righthere at11:10 PM