Hai, yet another competitior. & this was so unexpected cos he alrd liked her once and dun anymore. Then he returned to lik her agn. To think he once said he wun lik a girl aft he stop liking her, even if she likes him aft tt. & i was totally caught off guard n i was telling him stuff abt dis n even told him 2 read here. tts y deres some changes now. But i wun tell her la. Cos i of cos dun 1 her 2 fall 4 him. actly tts ok la, but i also dun1 2 jeopardise his chances. Say, mayb he got some strategy like some surprise confession or wad...so better let him do it himself.

& i finally found an idol drama tts relevant 2 me. not totally la, but de nearest ever. 转角*遇到爱。Its about this nt v rich nor outstanding guy, 秦郎 (小猪）, liking a once rich girl 4gt her character name (小S). At least its not another of the v rich or smart guy playing hard 2 get n de girl will chase aft him. I dun hav tt kinda qualities.

N aft last nite of tinking, i have some words 4 her. though dun reali 1 her 2 read, cos it may mean gameover, but if any of my buddies feel that she shld, can tell her lor:

其实我不知道你为何要走出当初的第一步，也不知道你那一步走得对吗。你说我们要坦白才有机会。我们当天在你的推动下做到了，但你好像突然停了下来。我们也好像被打回原型。

但看起来，好像不该走那一步。因为现在少得你的推动，我不知应该如好走下去。不知应该做什么，不该做什么。不知我们的关系是怎样，也不知你的感觉如何，不知你要或不要什么。

若我放弃的话，猜也猜得到你应该不会有什么感觉吧。但假如你会的话，可以当我好像仔仔在戏里一样（你知道我在说什么）。至少少了一个人烦你。可能老天觉得我是时候从这美丽的梦中醒来吧.....

righthere at5:28 PM