so much happen. ok actually not reali a lot but jus 1 big thing. its reali shocking n appalling. i m still trying 2 tak it. dey can reali hide it man. actors, all i can say.

but 2 deir fwens, esp de 1 tt call me 2 tell me i better shut up (except in a nicer way which ended wif a forced curse if i happen 2 leak dis out), i tink u guys r reali unfair 2 my guy here man. all u care bout is ur fwen. n u come n tell me even if my guy say can tell, i can tell bout him onli but not bout deir guy @ all. its lik wadde heck la. y can u onli consider de feelings of ur guy. it makes my guy feel so worthless. its nt his fault ok?he din noe anything till now. n he gt de most damage. so read my lips, i'll probably wun say it out (cos i promise some1 2 exercise ctrl), but i'll mouth it.

n 2 de guy hu call me, i m sad. u dont noe me. nt @ all man. dose hu noe me enuf (perhaps no1 still?) will noe tt i wun tell any secret if he 1 me 2 keep it. so i hell wun tell it out. n despite how many times i told u, y dun u blive me??n still repeatedly ask me nt 2 tell.its lik 2 date i havnt told any secrets of my fwens away,w/o deir permission. n bafflingly, dey demselves seem 2 b always de 1 disclosing it anw.

wadever. freak

righthere at1:47 AM