ok, initially i 1ed 2 said tt on mon i took a very nice foto (nt sure if it reali look nice but its jus nice). but i guess nth matters now. cos sth broke my heart. aft 9 mths or so, jus when i feel tt we r getting closer, i realised tt we r strangers all along. it reali kinda very sad man.

n how i hope i could salvage de situation, but i cant. i cant by myself, n esp when de other parties wun reciprocate, cos dey r very comfortable wif de present situation. we dun mean anything 2 them. 失去后才懂得珍惜，yea 2 bad we were nt “失去”。

yes i m disappointed, utterly, nvr b4. disappointed wif deir feelings towards us. disappointed wif how we fared s hosts. disapointed wif myself, for unable 2 do anything but still foolishly thot tt i hav done so.

4get it,4get everything. we cant be compared 2 deir ex. freak it, lets giv it up man

righthere at10:30 PM