i hate dis man. i feel shtty. a couple of things. wad in de blue hell do time fly so fast? nov esp. its lik sch time fly so slow (nt reali actuali 4 aft exams ha). den 4 nov, i noe i play a lot but it feels lik i havnt even play much, or @ least enuf. den u c lik 1 mth pass when i havnt even rest. den nid do holi hw (sori,hate 2 mention dis 2),hope 2 go thru some topics, rest,train,dance.n hav TIP!!time nt enuf!!! when i come back,no more play,no more outings,no more chat till 3 am!

de other is coaching. dis is my last wk. stopping coaching,obvious means no money. i realise, though my pri aim is 2 help mr lim. but now i tink its a gd n steady source of savings. n u noe i can lik jus spend more freely when i noe money still goes in my coin box. n treatings, which is not a word in my dict b4 haha. but now everything is gg 2 b gone.sori no more treats,hu ever gg out wif me (nt lik i treat a lot of ppl b4 la). n i taking tuition nxt yr. n coaching @ least let me feel its tied out. i 1 2 coach lik koony: jus de wkends. but 1, i scared cant cope,2) lik tt in covenient 4 mr lim, 3)i cant guarantee i can teach all wk end, 4)i onli 1 fri sat. n my mom say can lik tt onli if my coach ask me 2 cont help. but he din la...

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n now i tink i'll miss de kids. i hope 2 buy sweets 4 dem n tak fotos wif dose i lik. but its reali hard la.

n den TIP. de more i tink, de longer it seems. i cant do hw (yux tt sux), go 4 class outings (tt means a lot 2 me now) n all de stuff la. koony is diff lor, he lik he gt a purpose 2 go dere 4, but i hav my 寄托。。。here

righthere at1:42 AM