Can u believe it? I m joining break dance! I went for de trials, initially hoping 2 get in but only as recreation since it'll be my 2nd CCA. So tt i can go whenever i lik or when i m free. but de person say we nid perform & may hav competitions so cant join 4 recreation. So i jus decide so go try, den if i get in, mayb i jus try a while b 4 i quit, or immediately tell dem i dun 1 join (but may get bashed up). All dis were under de assumption tt i sure get in since i m fr gym & shldnt hav prob on de moves.

But i was very wrong!!They started by teaching us de Rocky or wad ever(jus some 1 leg skipping stuff). Den is de 6 step tt seem so noob but quite hard 2 learn. Den is my suckiest - baby freeze. It's lik i long ago tried but cant or dun dare do. Den everyone tried & sort of exclaimed it was hard. But dunno y aft some time everyone seemed 2 b so pro & could do!!

I could a bit also la but cant stop dere long. Den reach my turn, i jus tell her (teacher) i cant do freeze, hoping she wld lower expectations. She jus told me 2 do my best. So i did & i really failed!!shldnt hav said i cant do it man! (its all in de heart...) Den i was tinking i sure cant ge in le. Den she ask me if i could do head or handstand. Of cos choose hand la!!Head is lik siao, damn pain!! Den i did & heart Zhi Xiong (i tink) saying "gym de jiu shi gym de"! haha. But i still thot i cant get in cos i completely screwed my routine.

Anyway me, wang hao, koony & aloy got in. Ask weix go he dun 1. In de end din even got in hip hop...

Now i dunno shld b happy or sad. Happy cos i got in & i can learn breakdance & can hao lian 2 girls or fwens lik koony said (but i always rem Dam saying breakdance is 4 act sey guys..& i sort of agree). Also happy bout my "talent" getting reaffirmed & recognise. As a gymnast, i'll b damn zi bei if i din get in la.

Den sad cos i scare i cant cope with JC life. Gym is trg 3 times a wk (though its nth compared 2 last time)!!but its jc now & i noe it'll b a lot tougher dan sec sch. So i m afraid i'll hav 2 quit aft 1 mth or 1st 3 mths. Den also, now tt i learn, i cant say a very zai statement, which i always think of saying when ppl ask me if i noe breakdance or not. "I dunno breakdance but i noe GYM!" 2 me gym is of a lot higher standard than breakdance. Den 4 de stuns i noe, ppl will tink i learn fr breakdance, & i cant proudly say "i learnt tt fr gym!"....

Hai....

Dunno wad 2 write 4 Angel & Mortal. Its lk mine dun even ask me qns. & so i finish tok all bout myself. Nvr play dis game b4. Find it fun, unusual, mayb lame? But my angel & mortal din reali giv me anything leh. I sort of 1 2 noe them & tok 2 dem. But i guess we wun tok much face 2 face since i m not reali sociable. But when valentines come, de game will stop. So i dunno i reali 1 Valentines 2 come or not...

righthere at11:44 PM