wadde, so late le. No time, just blog a little. Now I feel sucky. A few days ago mr lim say i may not get to competecos something bout the regulations. sux lah. so can wang lao shi just check and tell me? I've wasted 3 1/2 yrs already,i compromised my studies and leisure time. hu noes if i put that time into my studies i may become the top student. I just feel cheated. not many ppl can emphatise with me cos they have nvr been thru this. 6 days trg, 4 hrs per trg. c how much time lost 4 NOTHING?i din even get 2 compete. its like everything literally go down the drain.

I jus want to win something now, be it individual or team. i c it as a recognition although kiat & weix c losing as nth. mayb kiat jus have 2 many trophies & weix had got wad he wanted.

I shld have followed the steps of Aloy. I am in a dilemma now, shld i stop trg? I noe i hav wasted over 3 yrs and this 1 more mth is nth. but u noe the gigantic amt of hw, & mrp & i nid revision 4 my Os.

gym just sux. we trained so hard. den 2 day mr lim say will "bai zai wo men shou shang". u tink we want that? we hav also been trg hard. mayb not our best but perhaps tts our limit or we r jus not cut 4 gym. & mind u our opponents r those hu have trained twice the period of ours: they been in this 4 10 yrs!

& today mr lim jus came 2 gym wif tt crazy temper. hes really hav pms man. i rem the last trg i attended he was still jking wif me la. den 2 day he can wif a new trg plan & a stinking attitude. tt will jus demoralise us as koony started 2 spill vulgarities.

dunno la, i just feel lost. so much hw. so much trg. i reali tink its impossible 4 a chs artistic gymnast to complete the hw.(btw our trg has increased 2 7 times!!!max le) If i m not competing, i don even noe if i 1 2 go 2 c the comp or not. i'll miss 1 wk of precious lesson, but tts the last time i can skip lesson 2 watch the comp.

ok the longest entry 4 the time

righthere at3:38 PM